Before my time on earth, I lived as in a dream. I wandered around heaven, sometimes passing years in one place. Humans are curious beings. Unlike my brothers, I was interested in what they did, and so I observed certain humans in heaven as my father watches over earth. I cannot remember doing anything before this. But one day I received the will of my father, and was told to save a man, Dean Winchester, from hell. I raised him and was ordered to stay on earth, in a vessel formerly known as Jimmy Novak. With Dean and his brother Sam, we managed to stop Lucifer and the apocalypse.
After that, I am sorry to admit, I did some things for which I will never forgive myself, nor am I sure that my friends will.
But I’ve been given a second chance on earth. And now I am here.